Current mood:anxious
Life has such a delicate balance. Figuring that balance out is a struggle. Everyone is different. I am too fast sometimes, I bring things on too soon because of my own fears. Yes I fear, I can admit that, it is so clear to me just by my actions. I brought it on, but I have to keep in mind that there is another person involved, and they have their own balances to keep in check, they have their own timetables to work out. Just because I set things going so fast does not mean that the world will adjust to how fast my mind works. So many friends, such a large family. Don’t push it!