Posts Tagged Moving
Moving Forward…
Posted by Jonathan Kinney in Life, MySpace Blog on September 27, 2006
Current mood:peaceful
I have not blogged for a while, well at least a blog that all of my friends can see. Oh, and by the way, if you could not read my last blog, you can now, I switched it to be viewable by all friends. I had it set to private for a while, for personal reasons.
To those that don’t know, I am single, and this is a good thing right now, because while I am single, I have much to learn, and many things to do. Eventually a romantic relationship would be nice, and it is always welcome, but I am not looking to push the issue. When the right person comes into my life, it will be great, but if I were to be on the hunt, I am sure I would find plenty of people, but none of them right for me, or at least so I have found. I have also found new meaning in “take it slow”, and now can appreciate how truly important that really is. Yeah, like I said, I have learned a lot, and still have a lot to learn.
I am happy right now. I have been keeping myself busy and productive recently, and that really feels good. I am accomplishing so many things, not wasting my time, and yet as I go, I am keeping a balance, so I do not over do anything. I am working out many of my dreams, and aspirations. Soon I will have some goals that I will blog about as I take the steps to turn my dreams into reality. Many of them will be off a little, and need to be revised, but that is a normal part of the process when dealing with turning dreams into goals and finally into reality. There is much strength in having written goals.
For anyone who I may not have talked to about the things going on with me right now, here is a little update. By the end of next month (October), I will be all moved up to Everett, no longer living in Walla Walla. The move is for several reasons, first it is for the friends I have abandoned so abruptly 7-8 years ago that still live up there. Second, it is for my family, who I have lost touch with for so long. Third, it is for school, I will be attending Shoreline CC in the winter, taking a Japanese language class. Fourth, for my entire social life in general, which has been so hard to develop in Walla Walla by the simple hard set dynamics of the area. There are other things like personal growth, spiritual growth, and the abundance of good people I can surround myself with that are also reasons, among others.
There are also other things going on in my life that are helping to bring about all of the many good changes I am going through. The only way to describe it is like there is something laying out a path for me to take. Options are being cut off, paths being removed, and behind me is a wave that can not be stopped, there is no stepping back. Things are happening in a good way, this is not some sort of violent bad situation, unless I try and step back or stop moving forward. Something is giving me the strength and energy to do so many things I have not had the drive to do in the many years past. The direction is clear, the destination, not so much, but I am all for it.
Ok, got to get ready for work, so maybe I will blog some more later.
Psycho Pussy?
Posted by Jonathan Kinney in Life, MySpace Blog, Relationships on July 17, 2006
Current mood:tired
I am thinking about moving, but I do not know where, or if that would even be the best thing, but then again, I think it would. What my mind likes to do is try and branch out as many possibilities that could happen in the future, and the decisions that could lead to that possible future. Like for example, say in an undetermined period of time, I were to develop a serious relationship with someone who lived a fair distance away from me, what would I do then? Well knowing me as well as I do, I would do what ever it took to ensure the happiness of both people involved. I started out wanting to move up to Everett, or that area at least, so that I can be around friends and family, I know so many people there, and that still is my reason, but then again, the grass is always greener on the other side (I have always hated that concept which is far too true to deny). I also want to be around the right people, good people, perhaps better than I have been surrounding myself with over the last 2 years here. I have found some good people over here, but they are sparse.
I am a strong person, with strong beliefs, and a passion for the things I love and the activities I love to do. I have values that I will not compromise, and that is one of the things that I would like to think makes me a good person. But am I wasting it all away just going day by day working, isn’t there something more for me? I can answer that, yes there is, the real question is, where do I go, what do I do to get there. And then, the biggest issue on my mind, who do I want to take with me, who do I want to do it with. I would love to have someone along with me, perhaps my missing half would be a good description, someone that together we could help make sense of things. Ok, enough of that, don’t want to sound like too much of a pussy, but I am sure anyone reading this gets my drift.
Needless to say, I have been thinking about a lot of things, more so the last 2 months than I have in a very very long time. Things like that tend to happen when certain events happen in your life that waken dormant ideas, thoughts, and feelings, that you were sure you had locked away for good. Great, now I sound like a psychopath. A psycho pussy anyone?